| it's not easy being green |
[Apr. 12th, 2032|08:44 am] |
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| | Portishead- Humming | ] |
well, i've succesfully managed to sleep almost an entire day. isn't that lovely. and i'm still not feeling really all that well. i haven't been sick like this in years. how lame. heh i need cough medicine.. i have sniffley medicine but nothing for this damned cough. boo. i came downstairs this morning and everything was green i was like, hmm... that's no good. heh but it was just because it's an ugly day out. so it made everything green. i don't understand. ack all i want to do right now is sleep but i can't seem to be able to bring myself to actually do it since i've already slept a whole shit load so what the fuck. whatever. i'm justified in my wishes for bed time. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2032|11:34 am] |
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well, i decided to come home. i was just miserable at school so i think i'm going to go to sleep now. dooooom |
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[Mar. 28th, 2032|07:44 am] |
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well, the little brunswick expedition last night just made me a lot more sick. so now i feel like crap. damn... up all night coughing and being sick. what a shame. but i can't miss first period because i've already missed too many of them and i only have until next friday when grades close so i may as well go and then see how i'm feeling so i could go home.... bleh |
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| a few words for you to meditate upon |
[Mar. 27th, 2032|05:43 pm] |
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All the stars are inside me, because i have always been the space.
There is no history. There is no biography.
I only exist here and now. |
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| come on and get down with the sickness |
[Mar. 26th, 2032|02:38 pm] |
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boy do i feel like crap. felt fine this morning then as the day progressed i slowly slipped into an ugly sickness with this nasty cough that just will not go away and the sniveling drivel of a runny nose. fuck i hate being sick. what the fuck. bleh.... i think i'm probably going to stay home tonight so i can clean... and sleep... yes... sleep..... i do enjoy the sleep |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 25th, 2032|10:55 pm] |
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yea, so we went to see blade 2 today. that was cool. lots of vampire action doom and craziness it was great. yes. i liked it better than the first however, if stephen dorff had had a bigger part i may have had a different opinion on that. ah well
http://www.9types.com/ this site's pretty good for the whole ennegram thing here. wee
personality por moi
type = INFP
#'s most related to me - 7&9, The Enthusiast and the Peacemaker
interesting thing this personality in numbers.. |
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| someone get the girl a prize |
[Mar. 25th, 2032|04:33 pm] |
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Today I take the all time MASTER in pink and blue coordination. I wish i had a web cam or something to document this perfection of clothing coordination that i've managed to pull off for today. usually i don't care. i think it's the boots. ;-) |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2032|05:42 pm] |
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my brother told me today that my great great grandmother was an indian princess somewhere in florida. i knew i'd heard that before but i didn't really think about it but technically that would make my brother and I native american roalty. crazy how things like that seem to work out. I gotta talk to my dad and see what else we have, i'm kindof curious. damn. well... i'm going to go nap or something i'm kindof tired. damn ass shit that is. |
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| home again home again |
[Mar. 22nd, 2032|05:56 pm] |
yea... at my house now. daniel came over to hang out with me. people don't come to my house very often... i like visitors. i'm not that far away really. bah i need to go somewhere populated... somewhere with things to do. i need excitement and adventure. rockland really isn't all that exciting.... oh well. the time will come |
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| trash in a trailer |
[Mar. 19th, 2032|10:00 pm] |
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| | System 7- Interestate (Doc Scott Mix) | ] |
well, i took the day off today.figured, what the hell, i want to sleep. so i did. and i slept a lot. it was nice. on the way home last night i was pretty thirsty and had a touch of the munchies and i remembered my seeds were in my bag so i ate a pack of them and the rest of the ride was actually pretty interesting from that. it was kinda cool. watched some of that thai chi video and it's fucking hillarious because it's got david carrideine or however the hell you spell his last name so it's the Kung Fu guy and it's like going to the Kung Fu temple but with scary people stuck in the 80's with big hair and the fucking stupidest music they were playing. fucking saxophone piano sleezy night music it's weird i was like, god dammit. why do these things always have to be so damn stupid when i actually want to learn what they're trying to tell me then i was like, well... these things really aren't aimed for this generation and time period which is really too bad that the grand majority of people who would get stuff like that are cheasy hoaky people. it makes me kinda sad but the actual excercises were pretty cool like, i'd actually really like to learn how to do that stuff but i don't know if i can handle that damn ass music heh then later on it gets a little better and his master comes on and starts doing all these crazy moves and i'm like, ah! what the fuck? like, trying to turn around and figure out what the hell they're actually doing because they're backwards and all cock-eyed from how i'm standing so it was somewhat difficult and then when i finally figured out what the fuck they were doing they went on to something else so i was like, ahh! i thinki should go find a thai chi master and have them actually teach me. i'm sure that would work out a whole lot better but.... maybe some day. heh so then my brother came up because, i don't know why he was up but we ended up sitting around and talking for a while so it wasn't until like, 3 that i actually got to bed because i wasn't really all that tired or anything so i went to bed then got up at like, 10 then wandered around the house for a while, did a little bit of meditation and then went back to sleep around 1 and then got up around fucking 6:30 i was like, yey sleep! i needed sleep. sleep is good. yea. and today since i was home i got a phone call from this chic that's been calling me a lot recently apparantley, it was weird. she sounded kinda weird and like, she was telling me how she had sex with his cousins and had a baby with one of his cousins then went out with his cousin's brother and is now going out with him and got pregnant with him but had a miscarriage or something and i'm like, gee... that's.... nice. and she liked wrestling and bad music and i was like, huh. but it was really weird. and she had 3 way calling so she called up nick but he didn't really say a whole lot. the whole thing was pretty weird i was like, what the fuck... but, whatever. well, i think i'm going to go back upstairs now. i was supposed to write some essay thing but i'll probably do that tomorrow some time... hah! or not... we'll see. i probably should do it though because i need this class to gradumacate but haha whatever. well, goodnight folks |
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| munah munah |
[Mar. 17th, 2032|09:36 pm] |
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| | Morcheeba- Let me see | ] |
so i was going to spend a nice quiet evening home at my house by myself but i end up in rockland, of course in order to do some erands so i'm in walmart and i get some stuff and then i drop by pat's but he's not there because i figure, well, i'm in rockland, it'd just be a waste of gas if i didn't see anyone so i went over to the library which was actually my first time in there since they fixed it up. it's pretty nice. my mom wanted me to drop off some videos that she had rented so i was like, alright, may as well see what this place looks like. i was looking for a book on transcendental meditation and the computers said that they had 2 but i couldn't find one of them, it was probably out or someone stuck it in some weird ass spot or something and the other one was just telling you what it was all about and what it is but not how to do it until the end when it was like, go give someone all your money and they'll tell you how to do it and i was like, dammit... that's a bunch of shit heh but i got a thai chi video called Barefoot Shiatsu which, i guess is going to teach me how to do something but it looked pretty interesting so i figured, hey, what the hell heh learn new things, alright. I also picked up a book called Magical Passes (underneath) The Practuical Wisom of the Shamans of Ancient Mexico so that looks like it'll be a bit of an interesting read. so after i was done there i went over to dunkin donuts and got some of their tasty vanilla chai being the yuppy hippy i am, drinking my chai. damn i wish there were a starbucks around here. but... i wouldn't go to starbucks because they'd probably charge me like, 6 bucks for a little cup when dunkin' donuts gives me a big ol' cup full of it for like, a buck and a couple quarters so, hey, what the hell. and it's good and hot. wee! and then i went back to pat's and ended up hanging out there for, well, quite a bit longer than i had originally intended to but it was kindof nice to sit down and have a conversation with one other person that i don't usually get to just sit down and have a conversation with because i usually end up getting kindof quiet when there's huge groups of people swarming around everywhere so that was nice and chill and now i'm home but i've had a pretty good day, only had school for half a day and most of second period was taken up because the people in the musical did a little "teaser" for us which was horrid but those things always suck because noone wants to perform in front of their classmates. They made us do that for the one acts and i was just like, umm... this sucks heh but, oh well. what can you do. well, i'm going to go watch my videos now so goodnight everyone. don't let the pilgrims step on your penguins. they don't like the dogs. |
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| travelocity |
[Mar. 17th, 2032|01:37 pm] |
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i got my tickets for my trip today. there's a whole shit load of them i'm gunna be like, umm... here... i don't know what to do but here's the book of stuff i have heh i have to change over so many times. it's going to take so damn ass long to get down there i'm like what the fuck. heh oh well.... hopefully i'll be able to locate the smoking rooms because i'm going to be sitting around in airports for a very large chunck of my journey. wee... well, i'll just hope that i have enough film and paper and things to write with and i'm sure i'll survive. i fixed up my hair last night. it looks kinda cool now. atleast it's colorful again. i was getting rather tired of the none color thing however, the lack of maintanence was rather refreshing. i dunno, we'll see how this works out. i still want to cut my hair and i'll probably do it before vacation. new clothes would be nice too. i think i need to run out to the store. i'm probably just going to chill out here at home today. i'm pretty tired...
no sir, i don't like it. |
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| put on your shit kickers and kick some shit |
[Mar. 16th, 2032|03:48 pm] |
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| | Aphex Twin- Ageispolis | ] |
well, the big st. patty's day shindig has gone down and now i'm finally at home hoorah. i need to cleanse myself. i have quite a few little battle wounds from last night it's rather interesting. plenty of bruises from random drunkeness and a nice big ol' mark on my poor lil face from a big mean ol' door that jumped out and bit me. yea. wee. there is still much guinness left in the keg. i drank a lot last night. it was fun. there were lots of drunk people. haha drunk people are funny. went to the rockland cafe for breakfast and got some food in our tummies. dave's was closed. i don't know what was up with that... crazy dave's. i think i left my cell phone at daniel's... i hope he finds it and decides to be a nice guy and bring it back to me, that would be really cool... it's a long ass drive out there to get my poor little phone....
well, i think i'm going to go fix my hair now because it is broken. poor hair...
flaming excrements and festive cocktails of doom |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2032|03:45 pm] |
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Happy St. Patty's day everyone! |
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| journey through your mind |
[Mar. 12th, 2032|09:27 pm] |
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| | All Our Ancestors- Stillpoint in Motion | ] |
i've been watching that little psychic video that i have quite a bit recently. i think it's starting to work heh i feel the psychic energy. wooo one of the suggestions that it has on it to be more psychic is that when you wake up, let 3 words come to your thoughts and those words will be observations or experiences that will happen throughout the day. i usually forget to do that before i get up but i did it this morning, the 3 words i thought up were; toast, flower and anxiety. well, toast was an interesting thing heh first period today i was sitting around waiting to do stuff and one of the kids in my class said rather loudly, i don't know who he was talking to or anything else about the conversation but what i heard was, "You're a piece of toast!" or something to that extent. I was like, whoa! toast huh? so that gave me a bit of confidence in myself and so then i was like, well, there's the toast. i wonder what the flower thing's going to be about. then i went through the rest of my day and decided that this evening would be a time to try out my morning glory mixture and so i do but during school i was all excited thinking about a little project for me to be doing and whatnot. what a boring life i do live heh so i got to thinking that i would maybe start growing some morning glory plants and then i went on thinking, well, why not have a whole garden of psychoactive plants and flowers and shit. that'd be so cool so that's what i want to get going when the weather clears up a bit and i didn't realize that that idea was probably to do with the flower because i had forgotten about my words by this time until kevin mentioned something about it and i was like, huh... then this afternoon i was mixing up my batch and i was just sitting around waiting for it to be extracted or whatever it does and i was getting all anxious cause i wanted to try it out and i was like, hey, anxiety. well, i'll be damned. lol so i'm going to keep trying this out. it makes you really pay attention to the happenings of life. it's pretty cool. yea, well, i mixed up some morning glory mixture. i don't know if i did it right. it tasted like shit and made me kinda nauseus but not too bad'. i don't know. it's kinda interesting. i'll work on it, bump up the dosage a bit, maybe find something better to put it in. there's an alcohol extract that i want to try which requires it to sit around for a few days and it'd be in alcohol.. it'd be like crazy absinthe if it worked, the recipe i found actually called for everclear if you could get it which i couldn't heh that'd be quite the treat. i think i have to find some better seeds. walmart probably isn't the best place for them though it may not matter. they're probably all the same kind. i have no idea though, i really don't. ok. i lie. this stuff's actually pretty neat. the real cool thing about it is that it's legal. hahahaha amanda and her legal ways around things heh heh yea, well, god damn i wish i could bring this thing up in my room... i just want to listen to good music *sigh* ah well. what can you do. i think i'm going to go sleep or do something now... night time |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 12th, 2032|04:50 pm] |
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to the best of my knowledge i guess that i'm fresh |
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| you can lead a (w)hor(e)-ti-culture but you can't make her think |
[Mar. 12th, 2032|03:11 pm] |
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i've got to go out and get myself some cheap liquor or something so i can mix up my morning glory brew. i want to plant some of them too like, if this works then i could have seeds all the time and i wouldn't have to worry about chemicals and pesticides and stupid shit like that that might be on the seeds because they would be from my own plants. wee! i'm gunna make a whole garden of psychadelic plants, not including our good friends mary jane because that's illegal... sadly. it would make a nice addition to the garden however but, i can't, but, that's ok because my garden will be the best garden ever in the world. yey! well, probably not ever in the world but that's alright, it will be a special garden nonetheless. it's nice having a little project to look forward to. oh it'd be awfully cool if it works out. wee! |
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